Moe: last pages of a schizophrenic persons diary

 


This is a the last pages of a schizophrenic persons diary. Let's say his name is Moe.

August 7

Dear diary. I have confirmed all the voices and none want me to live. My family will die if I live. I'm so scared to die, I'll take another hit of this expensive stuff to put me to sleep but I am running out of money.

August 8

Dear diary, I have lost faith in god as he lost faith on me. I am taking this way too easy. I'll pray to the devil tonight and fu#k sleep. I have ten cups of coffee in this shot glass. I will ask to die. I'm scared he will murder my family because I'm weak and scared.

August 9

I can't sleep. And I am not ready to close my eyes. I'm scared I'll die if I close my eyes. Every time I close my eyes I see people in horror then sexy girls flawnting and making noises but the horror can't be it. Omg I'm a criminal. I don't want to die. You'll die you little bit$h now drink 10 mores coffees

August 10

I still can't sleep. I got ketamin on the roof toop. I'm looking down baby sister, I'm looking down.

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